Daily journal: 1. LOST

I had some thoughts these days. Sometimes I get this feeling like I’m choking, like I’m just sinking deeper, floating at the bottom.. with no rope to hold on, no hand to pick me up. I think it’s not just a feeling, it’s my poor state of mind. Rationally I know that we have to move on, to go forward but all my ties are cut off, I saw them piece by piece breaking apart. How can you move on when you feel this emptiness in you and around you?! How can you be happy again when all the reasons to be seem not enough? Maybe it’s expecting too much? Maybe they were not the right people around?

What makes you move forward? What drives you to be happy? What are you dealing with?